Cybersecurity. Philosophy. Law. Economics. Trauma theory. Poetry. They look unrelated until you meet the person holding them together.
Ethics, addiction, and the distance healing can put between you and the people you love. Different subjects, but they came from the same impulse — to tell the truth about things most accounts quietly smooth over.
Four original frameworks for testing economic integrity — CWE, ALE, MIT, and MIE. For people who can feel something is off and want a way to show it.
2025 · 2nd Ed. 2026Addiction is not chaos — it's coherence. A strategy to feel safe when nothing else holds. For people the standard recovery narrative never reached. Narrated by Emily Christine.
2025Healing changes you. The people around you often don't change with you. This book is about navigating that space — without collapsing, without shame, and without apology.
What I do, in most rooms, is notice the thing a system can't see about itself and try to name it clearly enough that the people it affects can see it too. That habit shows up everywhere — security, philosophy, economics, law — which is why my résumé looks scattered and my actual interests really don't.
I served in the U.S. Air Force as a Fusion Analyst from 2007 to 2012, pulling signal from a dozen disconnected sources at once. I didn't know it at the time, but that was the job that taught me how I think: across lanes, not down one.
Since then I've worked in threat intelligence at Microsoft and Qualys, published original cybersecurity research, and written three books on ethics, addiction, and relational healing. I hold a CISSP and an MBA. I'm in law school now because I watched a system fail to hold itself accountable and wanted to learn its language well enough to push back.
None of it started with the analysis, though. Long before any framework, I was drawing and writing poems — that came first, and everything else grew out of it. The problems I keep returning to — institutional failure, human coherence, the gap between how things describe themselves and how they actually work — don't sit inside one discipline. They live in the seams between them, which is, for better or worse, where I've always felt most at home.
Working models, not thought experiments. Each one came out of staring at a problem long enough to see the part most accounts step around.
A formal logical framework that tests mainstream economic ideologies — Shareholder Value Theory, Porter's Five Forces, CSR — against the reality of corporate welfare. Applied to the pandemic response as a working test case. It models how losses get socialized while profits stay private, and gives you a way to argue it on the numbers.
PhilosophyReads Descartes' evil demon as the ego itself — the thing inside us that quietly distorts what we perceive. A way of getting at the same questions Chalmers' simulation hypothesis raises, without needing external simulators or panpsychic minds to do it.
Neurodivergence · Psychology (Opens PDF)Comprehensive Masking and Maladaptive Exhaustion. A framework proposing that neurodivergent expression is shaped by relational and environmental factors, with masking producing cumulative costs that, in my reading, current clinical models underweight.
Poetry and essays — the part of me the frameworks never quite reach. These run from early reckoning through healing toward something like presence.
"Everything you believe about who you are is a compression artifact."
February 2026"Barren branches, await the spring / Love through my roots carries me"
October 2019"'Twas no stranger experience; / Than to meet myself: / A stranger"
February 2019"Our pains diverge / you are now swallowed by ugly-pain... / I am now consumed by beautiful-pain"
July 2018"I am more than the sum of these traumas / I am more than the shame, guilt, fear"
January 2021"When once I craved, I crave no more — I crave know more"
March 2026"Discreet feet do meet conceit; Discretion of the session on repeat."
The art came first. The words followed. These pieces span 2004 to 2020 — each one processing what language couldn't yet reach.
Media placements and articles — the public paper trail, if you'd like to check the work yourself.